Still An April Fool

I became an April Fool for this guy on our very first date.

Unable to resist your charms
And now I wake in your arms
Will you really treat me kind
Is this love, am I blind?

This is so very different
I am not sure how to feel
I find it rather difficult
Not sure if this is real

I guess it will take some time
To trust this hesitant heart of mine
And to listen to the hard lessons
Learned from broken impressions

I stopped living along the way
I realized that when I woke today
And the past is now just history
The now is all that matters to me
   (April Fool by Tia Maria)

Thirty eight years later and I'm still a fool for you.